my vision now is super blur from all the crying last night. haha so blur that i tot i saw shit when i saw a beetle in the toilet bowl. so i was like wanted to shout "WHO NEVER FLUSH TOILET!?" den i got my specs and looked properly. how come got legs? ohh. its a b-e-e-t-l-e. not s-h-i-t.
anw. i cried cos of last night's results. it was expected but disappointing la. i was damn hopeful after sly sang it's my life. It's his song! and i was damner hopefuler when he sang an jing. i was damner hopefullerrr when he sang i dream. the same song taufik (SI) sang but i felt something more in sly's version! but still taufik was good. dno whether good-er than sly or not but still good. i sent in dno how many votes! i was pressing the number on teh phone and was couting '1 vote" "2 votes" and den i din bother couting just continue pressing. mummy was going "u vote so much for wad" i suck la. i should have voted more. i shouldn't have slacked.
but u noe wad. it doens't matter whether sly loses. clay lost too! anw the 4 judges already declared both of them winners. and sly already won my heart over. he's so going to make it big someday somehow.
im still sad lar. last night i received alot of messages from some neutral ppl.. and den i kept telling them to vote. they said they voted "2" for sly. and i realli want to thank them now. THANKU!
and thanks lynette for calling me (to suan me?!) and yen for crying with me. and zq who last time kept going "sly sucks" who voted "2" for sly. and nat who reassured me with her "i spent 100 bucks on him!". and charlene for "Yas lah i vote liao la".
Sylvester Sim Xiang Long is already my Singapore Idol!
read that again and again and again kae.
*ive got a picture for that too*
(its not a new picture cos i can't use adobe illustrator!"
