sometimes things happen and we dno why it happens. and sometimes thinking about how and why it happens feels piercing. still, the sun is always there- whether you can see it or not. i guess so too. things done and things done. there's no prevention once it happens. that's when the healing starts. and healing is painful.
and when i think about some things that happened i lose my cheery side. like how an apple that has turned bad will not taste sweet. but what can I do?
sometimes it's no big deal. sometimes it is. but its still something that happened, negative.
and as if i'm enjoying it x.x
