Saturday, January 22, 2005
zhixian so rocks. she suddenly opened convo with me saying good luck for my matome quiz. i love you zhixian!
anw yen. at least zhixian has proof that there are guys zhui-ing her. yen and her paul sim and she doesnt even have proof that he likes her. girl ah, dun find any guy who is shuai and say he is zhui-ing you hor. (: oh and cybersexing doesnt equal zhui lor please. but nevermind its okay. I UNDERSTAND DARLING YUP I UNDERSTAND.
and anw yen sent me a quiz just now. turns out that i care for yen the most; didi noes me the most (nooo she doesnt! i dooo!); yunting is my lucky star (rub rub her luckiness im going to fa caii!); my best best male friend is the one i love (OK THAT IS SO NOT TRUE) and piong is someone i like but cannot work out with. SADLY,yeah. but well. its truueee. "thats what friends are for" is for my best best male friend who i DUN love. and "lian ai da ren" is for my piong. somehow i love this test.
Thursday, January 20, 2005
problem man.
haish my mortal hasn't been writing to me for so long. hmph i get so jealous when all the letters i see with a "p" in front are addressed to "peanut butter" and not "*********". :( WHY NOT FOR MEEEEE... i write so much lol i think my mortal is sick of writing to me already. and she still hasnt found out who all the crap came from. Lalalala~ yadi talked to her the other day. she's so sweet right. i love my mortal to bits and pieces and tear these bits and pieces apart i still love her all my heart.
its a public holiday tomorrow. no, no celebration for me la. got to do my homework (which is SO MUCH LA!) and bring gerald for tution, shun bian return tkmb, and then
help out with dinner? lol it's the only way i can bring myself to eat dinner -.-"' i can't wait for papa and mummy to come home. hope they had time shopping and not getting lost (blurblurr..) and please please i want nice australia souvenirss! well then for now since my parents are not occupying their room me and gerald are making a mess out of it. -pieces of paper flew across- and since i can use their room i can use their com (this onee) till late late.
im sick of doing homework la. i've been doing homwk ever since i came back home. and i've been either writing of typing and now my hand is damn suan la. and guess how much work i have done -drumroolllll- i present. after 3 or 4 hours of rigorous hand torture i onli completed my literature titles and history definition and jap stuff. and guess what. jap took most of the time. hurhurhur. not funny. other people don't do jap lor. they use the time i take for jap to slack. im so kelianified. blame it on sensei.
oh oh which reminds me. i think its our position. this time we sat at the corner cos we din want to see his face so clearly and we found the lesson not that angry-fying as the previous one. listen up. its our position change which made me like the lesson. he did not did not did not change abit. and to make matters worse. he was going "taufik san ga suki desu ka" and i was like "iie iie iie!" and francesca next to me went "hai hai hai". and since sensei knows her name and doesnt noe mine, he called upon her and the whole class had to hear "taufik san ga suki desu". and the best part was the why part. "doushte taufik san ga suki desu ka" and i told francesca to say KIREI! wooahh. and she did. yay yay yay he's pretty. uh huh he's pretty and clean. that's nice. and then he called upon chloe and she said "taufik san ga suki dewaarimasen". OEI HIGH FIVE MAN. anw later when he started teaching us how to give opinions, chloe forgot her lines so it became "taufik san wa hansamu dewaarimasen" instead of the
omoimasu (oh isit omoimasu?) behind. so sensei this time suddenly became so smart and he went "SO IT'S A FACT" claps hand claps hand (:
and on the way home i dropped by auntie doris' house to get their tkmb cos i left mine in the locker. and what has happened to the bus stop man. it has either shifted or some block has been built there all of a sudden. i admit i lost my way (x and good thing i remembered a huge carpark. yay and then i went to auntie doris' house. and YAY finally i can do my tkmb. so all those frantics in the moelc bus is finally for nothinn.
ok and its back to worrrkkk.
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
i really think i m so stressed up so much so that i can't decide whether to use my organiser or my notebook to jot down my homework. -.- and i can't decide when to actually file my stuff. filing is gross i hate punching holes. but there's a nice hole puncher on chelsia's desk so i can always shun bian shun biann~
and tmr are all the stressy subjects. seriously what am i doing here. GOSH i should be writing journals abt dinosaurs. please la i din even dare watch jurassic park. oh and i should be reading up on geog for tmr right.
i still can't stand that tan sensei. i told jasmine and vinna to prepare for hell. (: good thing they did man. if not they will be so shocked by sensei's attitude.
oh and. and.
i think lydia is cute when she goes "you are still my eyedough". dimsumkueh lydia lump!
valentine's coming. i want chocos!
sometimes things happen and we dno why it happens. and sometimes thinking about how and why it happens feels piercing. still, the sun is always there- whether you can see it or not. i guess so too. things done and things done. there's no prevention once it happens. that's when the healing starts. and healing is painful.
and when i think about some things that happened i lose my cheery side. like how an apple that has turned bad will not taste sweet. but what can I do?
sometimes it's no big deal. sometimes it is. but its still something that happened, negative.
and as if i'm enjoying it x.x
